Why am I not attracted to my own race?

Maybe you have some subconscious reason for going for men of color that has nothing to do with them. Maybe it's just the rebellion aspect of it that gets you going. Being finding other races attractive is fine but I think it's odd if you don't find your own race attractive as well. Further, there are no real static personality differences between black and white Americans so you find a particular demographic of black men or whatever men attractive not all of them.